Plans

Rob is going to head down probably this weekend or something, depending on when they want him to start, which he doesn't know yet. Then I'll go up to Erie. Yep, the girl is actually COMING HOME. Rob is only staying with Jeremy until he finds his own place. He's already got a few places in mind. Man, Gaithersburg is expensive!!!! I don't get it. It's not that big of a city. I guess it's pretty close to D.C. but jeez. Which is apparently how you properly spell "GEEZ/GEEZE!" which I did not know until recently. I thought there wasn't a real word, but apparently there is!

While he's finding an apartment I'm going to see the fam a bit and... do... nothing. MAYBE I'll get to see Karlee, which would be great, because she is the love of my life and everything. Hey, mom, I can clean your house! Yeah we'll see if I get that bored ;) But I would gladly help with barn chores and house chores if you so desire. I want to go out to lunch or something in order to see certain people, like Dean, because I haven't seen him in like a year, but man I am 'po! Guess it's Eat n' Park for me :) The good thing is I have some food left over there from earlier this summer so hopefully I will have something to eat. If not, I will just go mooch off mommy.

When I'm ready to go see Rob, I'll come down with dad and all of my IUP stuff which is currently up there. I'll leave it here at Rob's parent's. Dad will go back to Erie and I will continue on to MD. Who knows how long it will be until Rob gets his own apartment, so I might be staying with Jeremy for a bit too. We'll see how it works out. Then when August rolls around I'll come back up to Rob's parent's, rent a Uhaul with Pat, head on over to IUP and start the year. Which I am not really looking forward to, but do whatcha gotta do right?

I'm going to ask dad if I can have the Buick when I go up to Erie because that would mess things up as I don't know how to get the Buick back to Erie in this plan. So if he says no, then I guess I'll have to go car shopping while I'm in Erie, which would be the best time because I'll have mom and dad to help me. Maybe it would be better to get my own car regardless, like mom said. I'm truly thinking about it. I don't know. Phew!

So complicated I know!!!!!

But it will be okay, it will be okay, it will be okay.

I'm just going to be hella sad when the school year starts because practically everyone I know has graduated. I have Jess C., Erik & a few of his buddies, Kyle but I don't really talk to him anymore, and Kelly. So hopefully Kelly will keep me some company so I don't GO CRAZY. The good thing is that she lives RIGHT across the road from me so it'll be easy to hang out for dinners and things. Anyway, no matter how many friends I have, I will still miss my BEST friend, Sir Robert. I'm not sure how often I'll see him, it all depends on work and school schedules/loads. This is probably going way into the future for the people reading this who don't care, but for winter break I'll just go straight down there and I get basically a whole month with him! Thank goodness for that because otherwise I might die. It will give me something to look forward to. I'm not kidding you people, I feel INCOMPLETE when I am not with Rob. I feel weird. Like there is something very vital missing and it's a BAD feeling. I just don't feel good. I'll go home for Christmastime, then probably right after Christmas I will visit Rob's parents, then back down to MD until I have to go back to school. Spring semester will be hella tough because there's only a 1 week break throughout the whole 4 months. BLEH. I WILL SURVIVE. I'll be looking forward to LIVING WITH HIM FOR REAL AS AN ACCOMPLISHED ADULT after that. So it will be okay.

So that's all for now! Phew!